die, blog.

what is the matter with blogger now? reading it in Mandarin is no easy feat. i only understand google and took a hell load of time to actually register the fact that they want my email add.

if that is really what they want lah.

anyway. work stinks. really freaking time consuming.

i have this person who works in the same room as i am. he is some senior technical planner or sth along that seniority (post, not age). he creates the most uncomfortable ambience ever.

sometimes when i cant take it, i sneak out to have teabreaks with the fellow temp guys. big change of mood thereafter.

and then when i go back to the room and if he is there, the urge to slit my wrist with the blade comes rushing back again.

i pray for his promotion so that he can leave the room.

for now, anything is better.

johnny .

some people are really stupid, you know. i cannot fathom how silly it is that being stupid actually appeals to them. maybe its because no matter how stupid they are, there'll always be groupies behind them, worshipping them as if they were ancient egypt's pharoahs.

i sincerely believe they wont even know what pharoahs are.

anyway, i really feel like eating fried carrot cake lah dammit.

okay so now that things in my life have become the way it is, i feel like i'm forced to pry my eyes open to stuff i didnt originally even wanted to be associated with, much less to see it. whatever the cause, i just pray that they know the value of second chances and actually dont mess up now. me too in fact.

time is bloody short.

and i really need to get myself an income to support my obsession with earthly things. having no routine in life is actually kinda depressing except when on holiday. sia lah.

ok ttsh now. bye.

backtrack

on the 7th, i went with my mom for a short getaway onboard the virgo till the 10th. my brother went with his friends too. the dad couldnt make it bcos of his business trip.

bummer.

i didnt take a lot of pictures cos i find my camera a hassle. ha.

had fun just eating and sleeping and watching shows and stuff. 24hr aircon somemore. went down to penang and phuket for major shopping sprees and more local food. fat haven i tell you.



i realised i am not very good at bargaining cos my heart apparently isnt made of steel. so loser lah. my mom is worst okay. didnt even bother to slash the price at all. i almost fainted. apparently it didnt occur to her that they were overcharging. ha ha.

i guess that comes with age. some people tend to go to the auntie route, my mom just forgets.

and oh i took my first trishaw ride also! super shiok. trishaw riders are now my official heros!

went for the gala dinner too. fun and food again.



now am currently suffering from post cruise depression. Singapore just keeps raining and everything is just so, not interesting.

i loathe the monsoon season.

te kong

today D and myself, aka the dad and mom bid adieu to our fake son, A, over at the island far away. damn funny i tell you.

its like an excursion and all, only smellier. its as if some boy pee-ed all over the whole place. sheesh.

after that went back to srjc bcos someone is part of the reason why Singapore's library fine totalled up to about $2.76m. you can buy like ten million "do balls" with that money.

later we visited raoul boy. my legs almost broke at the amount of walking i did today.

and then i dine with my aunt and like stayed in her office for abit. fun i tell you. damn ideal for hide and seek seh!

okay thats about it. please watch survivor now, people!

and if you all are really nice, contribute abit to the "help kat buy theOC season III" fund. remember, a little bit goes a long way!

thanks.

like abc

i am gonna take out my stomach. and sleep like all ____ do.

after that i'll listen to p!nk and watch ellen.

coolio.